I'm very sorry for scaring many people about my previous journal, and I still feel pretty bad. Luckily, I talked to my psychiatrist today and she prescribed me some antidepressants. Even though I've been through a lot of tough situations in my life that could have added to my depression. It's possible that my depression could have originated from a genetic factor, causing certain chemicals to block certain neural pathways in the brain. These chemicals could have been passed down by the parent. I don't know much about it though, so I won't get into too much detail. All I know is that my father had it and my mother had it, so it's not a surprise that I have it as well.

Everynight, I have to take at least 1 cc (cubic centimeters I think) of Citalopram; which is a very mild, liquid anti-depressant medicine. Hopefully, in a few weeks, I'll be feeling better. Thinking about "good things" like dancing, Star Trek, and music helps a little, but it necessarily doesn't heal
all the pain. I've heard the medicine works well, and I wish it works well on me as well. So... I'll let you guys know if my condition worsens or lessens in a few weeks.

- Your average Bothan,
Chris
P.S. I apologize if I haven't been paying much attention to any of my friend's posts and deviations on dev. I've just been going through a lot of problems lately.

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Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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